A few years ago, I read a
survey about what people fear most. You
would think that perhaps pain and death or terrorism might top the list, but
they do not. At least here in the United
States, the number one fear was getting old and becoming dependent on others
for the simplest acts of life – feeding oneself, going to the bathroom,
cleaning ourselves. We live in a society
that takes pride in self-reliance, founded on the principles of independence
and self-determination. We teach our
children to study hard at school to get a good education; get a good job and
work hard; then you can be whatever you want to be and do whatever you want to
do. You will not have to depend on
anyone or be a burden on anyone.
Independence is the goal, dependence is failure. So it makes sense that the fear of
helplessness and dependence is our greatest fear.
Jesus reminds us this
morning that we must embrace this great fear and become as dependent as a
little child or we shut ourselves out of the kingdom. (Mt 18:1-5)
His mention of the angels and our celebration today of our guardian
angels reminds us of our utter dependence on God’s providence and on his
protection. (Mt 18:10).
Yet I resist. I seek more tangible support. I look to money and other possessions to assure
my independence such that I need not rely on anyone else for sustenance and
support. As a society, we build walls
and guns and bombs and other instruments of violence to protect us from the
wickedness of those who would harm us or make us dependent on them.
Yet while these tangibles
cannot be evil in their own right – they are only things, after all – our love
of them, which we profess whenever we assert our vaunted independence through
them, is truly the root of all evil, for our love of them precludes our
absolute love of God, who loves us absolutely, without condition and without
end. Our love of them refutes our
dependence on God, in whose name is our true help and salvation. (Ps 124:8)
Today, as we celebrate the
feast of the guardian angels, listen closely as the angels whisper Jesus’
message to me and to you: accept and
embrace the dependence of a little child and you accept and embrace Jesus. Put aside your love of the finite and the
fallible and become a dependent child of God, and you will be the greatest in the
kingdom of heaven.
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